Mudança de endereço
Então galera, novo endereço: fadadoafingir.wordpress.com .
A principal idéia por trás de mudar o endereço foi que a maioria dos posts aqui no blog são textos enormes, e esse não é o propósito do Tumblr. Por isso fui para o Wordpress para que o blog tenha mais cara de blog mesmo. Infelizmente o Wordpress não tem a customização que o Tumblr tem, então ficarei com um design padrão deles. Quem sabe um dia eu não pague para poder customizar o CSS. ;)
Te vejo lá!
Lake Tahoe, California, Fall 2008
I want to go there someday.
Futuro
Se eu e você tivéssemos futuro, passaria a noite toda conversando.
(Isso aí galera, post estilo Twitter, já que não posso postar lá)
E a músia da Taylor Swift se encaixa exatamente no sentimento que eu sinto por ele. ;)
Assim que o meu período acabar vou transportar esse Tumblr pro Wordpress. Nào sei como ainda. Eu estou com muitas idéias de texto que gostaria de compartilhar na minha terapia, mas o Tumblr não foi feito para textos. Enfim, já já volto aqui. :)
I wear sneakers
She’s cheer captain
I’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you’re looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see that I’m the one
Who understands you
Been here all along so why can’t you
See, you belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know baby
You, you belong with me” Taylor Swift - You belong with me
I’ve been dreaming too much
I’m sorry for those of you who can’t read in english, but today’s post I just felt this urge to write it on that language. It’s been there for a while, I’ve been dreaming about me living at a english spoken country and having this life which I’m not used to. Sometimes I think I’m not-born-in-America american. I don’t know. And I keep googleing it about places, cars, stuff to do, where to work, where to live, seeing streets through Google Street View.
This dream I have is like a milestone I want to get to. Everytime I think I’m tired of doing this or that, I just remember where I want to get. And that’s a good thing. But on the other hand, it keeps pressuring me to not fail, so it won’t be postponed.
It’s weird ‘cause I probably know more about the US than my own country. Sometimes i get myself searching stuff that are far away from being a brazilian common interest in a first world country.
Most of the people have this thing about the US, like New York or Disney or how everything they do, even if it’s damn wrong, it’s right and it’s because they’re rich. But I don’t, I search for random stuff. Like history stuff: how did they end up that way, why do they prefer ride automatic cars, crazy stuff. So I’ve been living this weird way, I don’t know if it’s right or wrong. I just wanted to share. In english, of course.
And you can ask me about my love life, which is basically what’ve been talking about here. Well I’ve passed that phase where you desperate to find one. I mean I’m still desperate, it’s just that I’m ok with what’s going on right now.
Maybe it’s the school effect, which is overwhelming me with all those tests and works, but that’s what I’m feeling right now. If you ask me directly I would probably be negative, like “I’ll die alone anyway” kind of stuff. It just feel that way.
Or at least, it will keep feeling that way if I keep living at the same city I am right now. Which brings me to the first paragraph problem.
And it’s a vicious circle.
